So I've just decided that I'm not just negative, but un-inspired as well. How 'bout them apples. I know that there are exciting things in my future, but I'm having a hard time with the current realities. Moving from the dridge of here and now to the promise of the next great thing is giving me a sort of psyche heartburn.

Oh, I could get all philosophical and stuff, but I think I'll just clean my desk. Maybe the physical act of decluttering will help declutter my brain too.

Today is really trying for some reason. I just can't seem to get my head together. And my attitude, well sour only begins to describe how I feel today. I have my performance review this morning. My boss didn't seem to have anything negatuve to say about my work, but I sure ponied up enough stuff to fill the report. Nothing seems to do anything for me today but make me want to cry.

I started out okay, but seem to be spiriling downward as the day progresses. I've tried having a good rpotien snack, and then a salad for lunch. Now I'm desperate and working on a good helping of caffein. We'll see how that goes.

What I really want to do is lay down and close my eyes. No real chance of that - the afternoon is littered with meetings.

Well, I guess I should get working on stuff - or at least get prepared for the meetings. I may post again later, just to get some of this negativity out.